July 30, 1994
After Communion
St. Gertrude's Church
Title: I Receive the Same Jesus That Died For Us
Messenger: I love Jesus so much. After Communion I wanted to be so close to Him and for Him not to leave. I was filled up with such longing, intense longing, wanting more.
Oh, how, sweet Jesus, do I ever tell You, God, that I love You? You are truly God and You come and dwell inside of me. I am filled with such emotion to realize You are here and to know Who You are.
I realized this is truly Jesus Who died on the cross and called out from the cross to His Father. This is He, inside of me. God inside of me! Filled with such emotion, wonder, excitement, longing for more knowledge of Him, to the point of tears, I could hardly stand it to realize this is truly the same Jesus Who was on the cross.
I felt the consecrated Host on my tongue and knew it was Jesus Who died on the cross. I could hardly stand it. I love You, Jesus, so much. I love You, I love You, I love You!
My heart pants for love of God. He is truly God. Mary is so close to Him. I feel her union when I say His name.
The more I pray the rosary, the more I see them so united. To be united to Jesus is to be united to Mary.
This, I feel so intensely in my heart. I can’t even put it on paper. I love her so much that when I get near her statue I cry.
She is truly calling us to her Son. To pray the rosary is to unite in a special way with Them. The rosary lives in my day, the mysteries of Their lives are in my thoughts. It is so wonderful to be united to Them in my life. I love Them so much.
They are truly with us. Realizing this presence is drawing me ever closer to Them. I run to Them when I want to cry or express my joy, They are so real to me. They never ever leave. They love us so much. I love Them so much, my pen is unable to write even a minute amount of my heartfelt feelings.
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